my not so happy love story

[marie_bass]

hmmm... wer will i start.. hmn.. hi hello, im joy, first year college p lng ako and last year(ang agang lumandi no) i fell in love with pekto( hindi po ito name nya) una ko siyang naging real crush is wen i heard him talk about love, napakalalim at napakaromantic ng meaning at pagtingin nya sa love, so dun ko siya naging crush, plus he's a ROTC comander (weakness ko mga nakacamouflage). we became friends and he's really nice and i really like him. madalas pa kaming mag asaran,minsan, babes pa tawag nya sa akin, he didn't know i was secretly falling for him.. siguro dahil na rin sa kakabasa ng stallion and the likes, isang araw umamin ako sa kanya na love ko nga cya.. to my surprice he said he likes me too, pero takot lang daw cya. to make the long story short naging kami, kahit pa nga bawal pa akong magboyfriend. i was the happiest girl sa balat na pomelo, it felt like everything was so perfect. pinakilala nya ako sa buong angkan nila, i was honored and happy wen he did that. on our second month together everything changed, suddenly he wasn't the man i know. he started being super jealous and super strict he complained about almost everything, my friends, my family and sometimes me. doon ko na realize na i became so distant with everything and i just lived to please him. it hurt kc mahal ko cya, pero hindi lang cya ang mahal ko, mahal ko rin ang pamilya at mga kaibigan ko. in the end he broke up with me sa friendster pa my goodness. yung inakala kong perfect lovelife ko turned out to be a nightmare, at yung mismong life ko was broken into pieces, dapat pala balanse lage... well i guess it's my fault talaga. but i learned a lot.. seriously, a LOT. so ngayong 2010 im tryng to patch things up, with my family and friends.. at ang mga crush ko, sometimes it's better for me and them to just stay like that, no one would be hurt... kalungkot no, engeng kc ako, harhar... geh geh happy new mga pranings!! thanks for reading my not so happy love story.. sana nga lang nagets nyo ang pagkukwento ko.. hihi.. di ako ganong talented sa ganito eh... Byeee.. mwah mwah


xoxo
gossip girl kuno
joy bass

[☺cherry☻]

marie.,
->sori huh.,
pero pedeng masabi ng uhmm.....
wag na nga lang.,
haiz....

->nakakainis ang mga lalaking gnun!
sa fs na kikipag break!sa tx sa chat.,! etc....
my gas! nung basa koe un uminit ang ulo koe!
mga walng K!

but atleast.,
nalaman mong ganun pala xa.,
mnsan kasi maganda ding nagseselos ang lalki.,
malalaman mong mahal ka nya.,
pero minsan nakakasakal din.,
tulad ng ngyari sa inyo.,

hindi man maganda ang kinalabasan ng relationship moe with him.,
atleast me na tutunan kang leksiyon.,
^_^
and dont wori marami pang lalaki sa mundo.,
jejejeje

[afa-chan]

tamad po akong magbasa......... heheheh pacnxa na po....